Saturday, September 25, 2010

I'M BACK!!!

This is my first entry after like...errr, 6 months? so this further confirms to my previous claim that I always have a 'warm-warm chicken shit' spirit...huhu.

But nevermind, coz the fact that I started to posting again proves that I still have interest in blogging...it's just that there are so much to juggle and prioritize in life, yet so less time.

Let's just hope that it will not take another 6 months before I create another post in my blog, hehe. Will try to make the next post much more interesting..and that is a promise :)

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Happy Birthday Abah!

Abah & Me (1 year old)

Today is my Abah's birthday...he's turning 61 years old today. Though I know the chances that he will read this post is almost impossible (coz he is not IT savvy), yet I still want to dedicate a short poem to him, in conjunction with his birthday:

Not many can have a father
Who’s half as great as you.
Others might try, but they fall shy
You’re a top-notch father, it’s true.

So that’s why on your birthday,
I want to make sure you know,
I admire you sincerely and love you dearly,
And those feelings continue to grow.

So I would like to take this opportunity to wish my Abah "Selamat Hari Jadi Abah. Semoga Allah kurniakan Abah kesihatan yang berpanjangan serta dipermudahkan segala urusan...Haleh sayang Abah sampai bila-bila!!" Thanks for always being there for me and I am sorry for all the difficulties that I have put you through...I love you Abah :)

Friday, March 26, 2010

Let the music heal your soul

For the past 15 minutes I've been thinking of what to write in this blog today, but I guess today is just not my 'creative day' coz the ideas didn't come and I couldn't even start the first sentence. So I decided to post two music videos of songs which I am currently listening repeatedly in my mp3 player.

The first music video is "What Do You Want From Me" by Adam Lambert. For those who didn't know who the hell is Adam Lambert...well, you can always google it for yourself, miahaha :p Though I supported Kris Allen (the eventual winner) during the American Idol season 8, that doesn't mean I don't like Adam Lambert. I think he is a talented singer..except that he is sometimes kinda over-the-top.


And the other song which I can't stop myself from humming the chorus right now is "Let's Just Fall in Love Again" by Jason Castro. He was also one of the contestant in American Idol, but not in the same season as Adam Lambert. I didn't follow the show on that particular season, so there is nothing much that I can comment about him.


Actually there are reasons why I decided to post these two videos in here...coz I can somehow relate the lyrics of both songs with my personal life, but I won't go into details on that...sorry. So, I just hope you guys enjoy the songs as much as I do...coz if you don't, then it means that either you are tone deaf or you have a very bad taste in music, and I feel very sorry for you...hahahaha.

Ok, ciao~

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

work+life = tak balance T_T


It’s been 2 weeks since my last post in this blog…but I guess no one in here is missing me (follower pun sorang je, sedey tol). Though I have made a promise to have a new post in this blog every day, but my hectic daily routine for the past 2 weeks forbids me to do that. Ni baru jadi kuli, I wonder how those people at the top management level juggles their life...tabik spring la kat diorang. Tapi kira ok la, at least now I have a new post in this blog, it's not like I am totally abandoning this blog...I don't want this blog to become one of my 'white elephant' project.

Having said that, a lot of things had took place over the past 2 weeks, be it work related or personal life. As much as I wanted to share it all in detail with you guys, it's gonna take the whole night for me to write it all in here. So, to summarize all those events, I just gonna list down those things in two categories: work & personal.

WORK:

  1. I just lost two of my department colleagues. One is my manager, who was transferred to another division and the other one is my working colleague, who decided to resign as she wants to go back to her hometown in Sabah. It was my pleasure to have the experience working with them and I wish them good luck and all the best in their future career endeavour.
  2. My unit has now merged with another unit in my department. So now I am assuming a bigger portfolio, which is good coz it allows me to learn a lot of new things…and yeah, I like diversification in work coz otherwise it would be very boring and dull to do the same thing every year and that could resulted in me getting laid back...and I don't want that to ever happen.
  3. I have been officially appointed as a Personal Aide (P.A) to the Vice-President of my division. It is an honour for me to be given this role coz I will now have the opportunity to learn directly from someone with a massive working experience as my 'sensei'. Fyi, my Vice President used to be the Personal Aide to Tan Sri Hassan Marican (ex-President of PETRONAS). I just hope that I will be able to deliver up to his expectation and standard and make him proud of me...insyaAllah.

PERSONAL

  1. One of my close friends during my university years just tied the knot recently. Luckily this time around I got the chance to attend his wedding…unlike most of other wedding invitations which I skipped due to other commitments (cehh, macamla busy sangat kan). To Mohd Afzan Ahmad and Hasnurliza Radzi, I wish to both of you “Selamat Pengantin Baru & Semoga Kekal Bahagia Selamanya”…insyaAllah, aminnnnn.
  2. Here comes the best part, by end of this month I will probably have my own car!!!! It’s gonna be a Mazda 2, which will be launched in Malaysia next month (April)…but I will be among the first few to own that car before the official launching, how cool is that? Hehehe.
So basically that’s what happened in my life over the past 2 weeks....actually ade la lagi few other things that happened, tapi takdela important sangat (actually dah malas nak menaip sebenarnya, miahaha). Anyway, to compensate the shortcoming of not telling each event in details, I decided to upload some photos which are related to the events mentioned above.


Aku sorang je yg single lagi dalam gambar ni..sedey tol


Farewell party for my ex-manager, Hisham Abd Majid
(2nd from left) at Redbox, The Gardens


Tu nak nyanyi ke nak kunyah mic tu?


Pandangan dari bahagian bontot bakal 'wife'ku


Maz - my soon to be 'wife' yg berjaya menambat hatiku :)

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Morning blues at 3 a.m

The time is 3.20 in the morning,yet I am still awake...errr, actually I just woke up about an hour ago coz I fell asleep soon after I came back home from work, lol. And since that I don't know what else to do, I decided to write another post in my blog...though I am pretty sure that nobody else but myself has read the first one. But nevermind, I don't care even if no one gives a damn about my blog or thinks that this is a 'syok-sendiri' thingy...all I know is that, I have started this blog and I will strive to make sure that this will not be a 'hangat-hangat tahi ayam' kind of thing.

Actually there are a lot of things inside my head which I wanted to share in this blog at the moment. But having a lot of things in your mind can also become a problem coz you just don't know where to start....and you will probably end up doing nothing, and that is what happening to me right now. I guess the root cause of this problem is because I am not expressive enough to verbally share my thoughts and feelings with other people...resulting me keeping things just to myself. Most of the time, I just let my facial expression and body language to do the talking coz I am more comfortable that way....and that makes me an EMO person. Yeah, I admit that I am emo...and proud to be one :)

Ok la, I think I better off to bed now...errr, actually I am typing this post while lying on my bed, hehehe. I will be having a whole day department meeting tomorrow, so I need to get some proper sleep...which I have not enjoyed so much for the past few weeks, and it is getting its toll on me.

So until next time, good night y'all and happy nightmares...muahahahaha (evil laughter)

Monday, March 8, 2010

Here I Go...

Finally, after months (or years) of delay, I am now a proud owner of this blog...bravo to me!! Actually I have been thinking about starting a blog for quite some time already, yet never really try anything to start one...typical lazy me. So now that my wish has been fulfilled, here comes the hardest part of all: to keep this blog updated and customized regularly...which I doubt I can do it, hahahaha. But I will try my best to not to disappoint my dear followers (ada ke? lollzz)...insyaAllah.

In case you are wondering about the title of my blog, it is actually a quote which I took from one of my all-time favorite movie, 'The Crow'. It was said by The Crow himself a.k.a Eric Draven, played by the late Brandon Lee, son of the legendary Bruce Lee...he died while he was filming the final scene of that movie due to a technical mishap, which was a pity coz I think he was a great actor. I was 17 when I first saw that movie, and it left a big impact in me...it was so big that I started to dressed up all-black everyday, and always confined myself in the dark straight after I watched that movie...sangat tak matang kan? hahahaha...but hey, I was 17 and I am supposed to be immature at that tender age. And that is also why I choose a dark template/theme for this blog, just to match up with the gloomy title...hehehe.

The Crow (1994)


So why did I choose that quote as the title of my blog eh? Hmmmm...I dunno, I just think that it would be cool to have it as the title of my blog...hahahaha. Actually there is a reason behind it, but that is for me to know and for you to find out :)

I think that is all I have to say in my inaugural post here...taip panjang-panjang pun belum tentu ada yang nak baca, huhuhu. I will continue with another post tomorrow, if I feel like blogging la tomorrow (ceh...belum apa-apa lagi dah start nak malas, lol). Before I sign off, please allow me to end this post with a pantun:

Buah cempedak di luar pagar,
Ambil galah tolong jolokkan,
Saya budak baru belajar,
Kalau salah tolong jolokkan.

Thank you.