Morning blues at 3 a.m

The time is 3.20 in the morning,yet I am still awake...errr, actually I just woke up about an hour ago coz I fell asleep soon after I came back home from work, lol. And since that I don't know what else to do, I decided to write another post in my blog...though I am pretty sure that nobody else but myself has read the first one. But nevermind, I don't care even if no one gives a damn about my blog or thinks that this is a 'syok-sendiri' thingy...all I know is that, I have started this blog and I will strive to make sure that this will not be a 'hangat-hangat tahi ayam' kind of thing.

Actually there are a lot of things inside my head which I wanted to share in this blog at the moment. But having a lot of things in your mind can also become a problem coz you just don't know where to start....and you will probably end up doing nothing, and that is what happening to me right now. I guess the root cause of this problem is because I am not expressive enough to verbally share my thoughts and feelings with other people...resulting me keeping things just to myself. Most of the time, I just let my facial expression and body language to do the talking coz I am more comfortable that way....and that makes me an EMO person. Yeah, I admit that I am emo...and proud to be one :)

Ok la, I think I better off to bed now...errr, actually I am typing this post while lying on my bed, hehehe. I will be having a whole day department meeting tomorrow, so I need to get some proper sleep...which I have not enjoyed so much for the past few weeks, and it is getting its toll on me.

So until next time, good night y'all and happy nightmares...muahahahaha (evil laughter)

Here I Go...

Finally, after months (or years) of delay, I am now a proud owner of this blog...bravo to me!! Actually I have been thinking about starting a blog for quite some time already, yet never really try anything to start one...typical lazy me. So now that my wish has been fulfilled, here comes the hardest part of all: to keep this blog updated and customized regularly...which I doubt I can do it, hahahaha. But I will try my best to not to disappoint my dear followers (ada ke? lollzz)...insyaAllah.

In case you are wondering about the title of my blog, it is actually a quote which I took from one of my all-time favorite movie, 'The Crow'. It was said by The Crow himself a.k.a Eric Draven, played by the late Brandon Lee, son of the legendary Bruce Lee...he died while he was filming the final scene of that movie due to a technical mishap, which was a pity coz I think he was a great actor. I was 17 when I first saw that movie, and it left a big impact in me...it was so big that I started to dressed up all-black everyday, and always confined myself in the dark straight after I watched that movie...sangat tak matang kan? hahahaha...but hey, I was 17 and I am supposed to be immature at that tender age. And that is also why I choose a dark template/theme for this blog, just to match up with the gloomy title...hehehe.

The Crow (1994)

So why did I choose that quote as the title of my blog eh? Hmmmm...I dunno, I just think that it would be cool to have it as the title of my blog...hahahaha. Actually there is a reason behind it, but that is for me to know and for you to find out :)

I think that is all I have to say in my inaugural post here...taip panjang-panjang pun belum tentu ada yang nak baca, huhuhu. I will continue with another post tomorrow, if I feel like blogging la tomorrow (ceh...belum apa-apa lagi dah start nak malas, lol). Before I sign off, please allow me to end this post with a pantun:

Buah cempedak di luar pagar,
Ambil galah tolong jolokkan,
Saya budak baru belajar,
Kalau salah tolong jolokkan.

Thank you.